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This is sort of a revalation for me.

So I've been thinking a lot lately.

And as of now, I'm not taking anything for granted. I'm living every moment like I'm going to die tomorrow. I'm not going to worry about the future, or the past. I'm going to live in the present, and live every day being thankful for the people that are in my life, because they may not be there 20 years from now, next year, next month, or even tomorrow. I'm going to let every one of my friends know that I am very grateful to have them and I want to live up every moment we have together.

I realized today that the people I love now probably won't be the people I love 10 20 30 years from now. And that kind of makes me sad because the people I know now are the best people I've ever known.

So basically, if you read this, no matter whether we're close or not, I appreciate you and I'm glad your in my life.

SO I've realized lately.

That I come from a long line of leaders. My cousin, Matthew, is very hard-working, he has grace under pressure, and he's just an all around good person. He's actually a real inspiration to me...

On my mom's side of the family there are a lot of successful people, and on my dad's side (minus my dad) there are a lot of determined, driven people.

And I guess what I'm getting at is that I really really really want to continue that.
I want to be a leader, I want to be successful, I want to be admired. And not just to be admired, I want to be admired for something good, something that will help people.

I don't know. I'm just going to have to work on it for a while.