So what if

I miss him.

It was forever ago. I shouldn't

But guess what.

For some ODD reason, I do.

I feel so pathetic and stupid for missing him too...

Maybe it's because he was the first person I really felt I could be myself around and say anything to and he wouldn't judge me or ridicule me.

Maybe it's because he was the first person I went everywhere with and talked to every night.

Yeah, I'm an idiot. I was in 7th grade. I'm young. I'm stupid.

Guess what?

I also don't give a shit.

No I wasn't in love. I was after all in 7th grade.

But I liked this kid a lot.

It's been almost a year.

And it still pretty much sucks.

kthanksbai.

"Well it's a marvelous night for a moon dance, with the stars up above in your eyes. A fantabulous night to make romance, 'neath the cover of october skys. Well all the leaves on the trees are falling to the sound of the breezes that blow, and I'm trying to please to the calling of your heart-strings that play soft and low. And all the nights magic seems to whisper and hush And all the soft moonlight seems to shine, in your blush. Can I just have one more moondance with you my love? Can I just make some more romance with you my love? " ... <3