OH

Another thing that bothers me.

Alcoholics. Living with one, it's gotten on my very last nerve more than once.

Alcoholics must not give two shits about self image. Because when your drunk you look absolutely, down right idiotic to the umpteenth degree.

I can't even believe someone would be stupid enough to subject themselves to that kind of debauchery.

One thing most people don't realize is that alcoholism is a disease. Once you are an alcoholic, you will forever and always, until the day you die, be an alcoholic. It doesn't miraculously go away when you stop drinking. Even if you were an alcoholic for 5 years, then you quit for the rest of your life. Your still an alcoholic. You are what's called a dry drunk. You still have the occasional to constant erratic and manic behavior of an alcoholic. If you've gone far enough you'll have the controlling and bi-polar behavior of a severe drunk.

Now by experience I know that there are 2 main types of alcoholics.

There's the stereo-typical: Stumbling into the house from the bar at 2 AM slurring your words crashing into things drunk. These are the ones you see in movies that get violent and angry when they're drunk. Everyone knows about these.

Then there's the: Drunk who has conditioned himself to appear functional, and lucid, but in reality are very dysfunctional. These alcoholics go about normal lives and half the time, people that don't know them well wouldn't know they were alcoholics unless they spent enough time with them.

Alcoholics in general are controlling, erratic, manic, and most of the time very predictable.
They try to control everything and everyone around them, simply because they can't control themselves (Hence the reason they're alcoholics. They can't control their drinking.)

If you know either of these types of people you know that they will either a.)completely deny the fact that they have a problem like most of them do. Or b.) Flaunt it. (Why? I have absolutely no clue.)

They do so many things that are just beyond frustrating. They'll suddenly act like they care about something when you know for a fact they didn't a week ago. Around other people they'll act completely normal and try to seem like the family man/woman and be all family oriented, then when they get home they'll just yell and scream at them some more. They'll make other people do things and do one small thing and act like they've just completed the impossible.

Now your dry drunks, basically they have the main habits of Erratic, Manic, Controlling and the occasional hot temper fit that involves a lot of yelling and throwing things.

Alcoholics are to me, the stupidest people on the planet. They choose to drink. And they choose not to stop. I know once your addicted that's harder. But what about before your addicted?

What I'm getting at is that a lot of people have no idea what it's like to be around a constantly intoxicated person. So once you've lived with one for 14 years then you can come to me and tell me I'm over reacting. Until then. You have no idea.

So pretty much

People with really bad tempers annoy me really bad.

I don't know if you think you look tough when you fly off the handle for no reason? But it's really stupid.

There's no need to get THAT mad about anything. Okay, get mad. But you don't need to YELL and SCREAM and the top of your god damn lungs. You don't need to throw things, you don't need to scream at innocent people.

Get mad, but don't loose your damn head. It doesn't make you look tough, It makes you look stupid and childish.

Kthxbai.

I miss

The Maine <3


Kthxbai

ZZ Top

Is so good. (:

Anyway, today was not the greatest day.
I've felt like absolute crap all day, I can barely talk because my throat hurts so bad, and I can't really use my right arm because my shoulders fucked up.

I have a Spanish test tomorrow. And I think I failed my science test today. I Also have a science project that I haven't a clue how to do, that's due in a week.

There goes my next week.

Kthxbai.


"If the sun refused to shine, I'd still be loving you. When mountains crumble to the sea, there will still be you and me." Thank You - Led Zeppelin

Christmas

Christmas is an over commercialized holiday that people that aren't even religious celebrate by buying stuff they don't need, and eating more than they should in a given week.

Don't look at me like I'm crazy when I say I don't like it.

I don't like spending time with my family, Yeah Yeah I know that sounds terrible. If you were me, you'd know why. I don't like the frenzy Christmas creates. I don't like the huge deal everyone makes about it.

If your religious and you celebrate Christmas with a purpose other than buying things you don't need. Then more power to you. That's great. You should be proud.

I understand the whole reason giving stared was to try to be nice and give people things they can use. But now people buy presents for themselves, and kids get greedy and ask for things they don't by any means need.

Yeah I know I sound like a Bitch, Scrooge, The Grinch, yada yada yada.

I'm not bashing you if you love the Christmas spirit and you love celebrating the birth of Jesus or anything of that sort.

I'm saying what I think. If you don't like it or agree with it. That's fine. I really don't mind.